Drifting Away...

Since our childhood, we are taught to study hard,get good grades and a good job. If I remember correctly,every adult used to say ,"work hard till your high school,get yourself in a good university and you won't need to study hard after that"...when we reach university, we are asked to work hard to get a high paying job and then we'll be settled.
What if we don't want to settle ever...? This idea of systematic progress is in itself the most regressive thing I've experienced.

At this point in my life, my mind and body are rejecting every single thought related to this "stable life with stable job crap" because I don't find myself  naturally inclined to this process.
Even after being a 'good student' throughout my academics, I can clearly see..feel the uselessness of rubbish which I was made to go through all these years.Instead of cramming chapters about things which I would never actually use in my life, why I was not taught to love and value myself first?
Why are we given pre-established deadline for so called achievements? Yes, we do have a short and fragile life, and it won't be reasonable for us to waste our entire time doing something we never feel connected to.
This is what I feel like now. Not connected to my line of work, it's didn't turn out what I expected it to be. Now I'm all confused, desperate to figure out some real work for me, which I'll feel worthy enough to invest my time.